Man can never see god.

"Sewing the eyes shut of the man who saw god
And ceasing the lies that spill from his jaw
And as I torture and kill
The ones who followed him"

Start,EXAM! EXAM! FUCKING EXAM! i think i flunk my exam,damn you computer RAWR.What else,err LOVE SUCKSUrban shisha sucks,

Im gonna be busy for the next week,kawad kawad kawad kawada rawrrr.
Jamming this sunday and futsal(hopefully) this saturday.
INDONS visits our school today:D,me and my friends were busy looking out for our new maid>:3

Headbanged

Heartbroken,Hyper,Horny.

"And when she died
I shouldve cried and spared myself some pain.
You left me incomplete,
All alone as the memories still remain."


Heartbroken on valentine.Malas nak cakap about it anyways,just very heartbroken about her.Im sorry for everything.

Anyway,on saturday,terbangun awal and so do nothing lah from 8 am to 10 am:DD
9.30 mandi and all then my mom came home,then pegi wangsa maju maaa:DDD
Datang2 call huwaida suruh jumpa kat mana and i was so damn blur =___=' whatever masuk2 Fauzan tegur,so yeah like whaddup yoo ape semua then HIS MOM ADE.I WAS WHAT THE FUCK DUDE??!?!?!?,then i saw one of my old friends pulak,faris aiman:DD ABANG BOMBA KAN KAN KAN HAHAHA.
Then pegi memburu dua manusia ni,dah jumpa then THEY DON'T WANT TO GO IN because kene halau twice.Whatever,then fatin msg,then jumpa her and her friends and i punch her fist as hard as i can:DDD MUAHAHAHAHAHHAXDDDDD >;3 then gave her the melted chocs,fauzan pula pegi dating ngan shaza(Dating je,bukan couple).Then we'all pegi taman belakang to hangout with huwaida and ****,its like im the only hyper guy there =_____='WTF SUCKS):.Then we went back to school and huwaida and her gang pegi carrefour and fauzan pun had to go to carrefour to see his mom.After that me,Fatin and Haleeque(My new gay partner <3) to dominos and shisha:DD OHOHO you guys are so gonna pay back for the pizza.

Well i did get to meet some old friends(Faris and Fatin) and meet some new friends too(Huwaida and ****)

On sunday pulak,time breakfast dah gaduh dgn my dad dah but luckily i was listening to music so tak dengar satu hapak:) Then i like do nothing until i sleep:D

Oh oh and i just got a new nickname from Burger Cheeks
IM MR.WEEKENDS!
>:3
Headbanged

Fatter and Happier

"From behind
I cut her crotch
In her ass I stuck my cock
Killing as I cum"
Who says being fat is not awesome?:D
ITS AWESOMEEE.
But i ate alot these past few day
so i've gain weight sooo next week puasa sunat jom:D
Headbanged

Wan wan wan oh wan.

Dulu kau gak yg cakap budak baik ape semua,skrg dengar citer semalam gi shisha and hari ni pun gi shisha,pancit ah ko nanti mase sukan tara and wakil sekolah bola.
Headbanged

She hates me

Great,haih,i did nothing,i was talking to a girl,being friendly,and then you said if anything happen,don't say i didin't warn you then i said like what?HOW THE FUCK can you be mad when i ask you a question like that?

Slowing down,listening to the sounds of DEATH.

Yet I'm nothing more than a line in your book

Trying to stop my shisha madness.
I fought alot with my ex.
Still finding true friends and eliminate fuckers.



Everything you've ever asked me to say,
Is so far away from the truth.

Loving the new Lamb of God album:DDD
Its so awesome that i can't stop listening to it:DD
FAKE MESSIAHHHHHHHHH=D
Love that song:D
The riffs are heavy,the vocals are insane,the drums are fast:D

Oh oh and im so damn addicted to Post-Hardcore bands now,
Funeral for a Friend is an awesome band:D

Oh fuck,i lost my phone AGAIN!):

This sucks,seriously this sucks.

Haih,whatever,i try not to care too much okay?:D

Dah lah ade rm 45 kredit lagi.

Other than that,i went to shisha today,Uzair dah kemaruk shisha dahhh,bangang punya budak and and and MY MOM BAKED MUFFFINSS!!!! AWESOME MUFFINS:D

Aiman go Aiman!:D

Agak sakit hati at first but its okay:D
Tak terganggu otakku pun,whatever:D
Oh oh oh and Fauzan's wall comment on Amirah made my day:D

LMFAO.

I still wonder why i don't have a guy bestie?

Yeah that,im still wondering why.

My guy friends always avoid me,especially on msn.Haih,im a jerk anyways.

I don't talk much with people.

It keeps pulling me back:D

Yup,metal keeps pulling me back down,powerpop just ain't for me,i need power chords,guitar solos,scales,screaming vocals,growling vocals,screeching vocals,AWESOME vocals and double bass kicks:DDD

Jealousy

Yes,im fucking jealous dude,help me,i don't want her,its just,why am i so fucking jealous?

I feel so worthless,i feel like sleeping,but i can't:(

Arrghhhh i hope this goes away quickly,takde mood ah,even today aku tak makan ape2T___T.

For you guys at school,i can act.I can act happy and be miserable inside.

I feel guilty listening to metal now,argghhh):

I think im gonna stop listening to metal,it just hurts my heart now when i listen to it.
"So we say goodbye
So we say goodbye
I'll break my own fall, to keep you, picture perfect
Just don't wake me up now"

Emo recently.

Apesal emo?fuck ah,dgr lagu funeral for a friend je terus igt that dream): sedih ah,aku takut this dream come true nanti ade gak sorang bunuh aku.

That dream will cost me my love and my friends):,because of that dream lah i broke up with her):

Sorry dude.

Serious sorry dude,sorry sorry dude:/

Amik ah dia,im not in the mood for love anyways.

Sleepover fuck fest:D

Its was awesome:)

Sumpah best,this was the 2nd time i met fauzan:D but yet,we bond completely well(*cough*xpe tak ajak aku gi rumah ko *cough*)

Well,hahaha even the starting pun dah lawak,Fauzan and Aiman terpaksa come to my house by walking from aiman's house which is like 1 km but but my house is on the hill sooo hahah before i saw them over the horizon,i was on the phone with my ex(yela tunggu luar gate nak buat ape gile) then nampak diorang,dari jauh pun,pergh berpeluh nak mati but fauzan ah takleh bela,bwk beg cam nak balik kampung HAHAHAHXDDDThen then chill dlm my room dulu,then then,VAIN HAHAHAHA with fauzan's d90 woot:D then pegi usha his vid:P then makan.Time makan,fauzan,sabar ah sikit,makan slow slowwww baru puas,tak bace doa lagi dah bantai o____o,then SOLAT,yes solat.then pegi spot:D then turun bukit then naik bukit:p then bla bla bla mandi mandi,then diorang suruh webcam with huwaida,which fauzan,stole her number from my phone(TAKPE KO NI,JAHAT SIALXD)and fauzan can't stop doing the"Hey,im fauzan,whats ur name,if you know what i meann" joke,which we laughed until i spill ice lemon tea from my nose:/.then tgk bola,then main game,then VAIN WOOOOTTTTT then tunggu subuh,then MANDI:D,then we do nothing.

Overall,it was awesomeeee:D

OH ANDDD HERES THE VAIN PICS:
My facebook photos